Dear Diary-America 3

"Dear Diary,

Sometimes I really envy Mattie. His ability to just dissapear. Sure it must suck for him to not always be noticed, but he has the ability to be. Granted most of the time he's actually noticed its during a hockey game but he can do it. Me? I can't ever get people to forget me, and I get blamed for everything, hated for things I tried to do right because of it.

Sometimes I get tired, and sometimes? Sometimes I just don't want people to know I"m there."

Ooh, two in one day? I'm on a roll. Anyone else get like this? I do, all the time actually... I get tired and well, I just want to dissapear into a dark corner where no one will track me down. I hate that, when I get upset and people follow me everywhere, I just like to be alone. -sigh- People are always the reason I hurt anyways, so having them around doesn't ever help. Funny actually though, ironic really, that no one notices me until I don't want to be noticed. Besides that? No one would even notice if I was gone. Anyways, no more sulking on here even if no one reads these things.

The picture isn't mine, I just put the words on there, ect ect, hope you guys enjoyed this spam of diaries.